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Bill Lawrence

President of Leader Formation International

I am the Door; if anyone enters through Me,

he will be saved and go in and out and find pasture

John 10:9

For many believers the Christian life is a life of turmoil, confusion, and distress, not at all what they hoped it would be or expected it to be. They had great promise and anticipation. Every Sunday they go to church, listen to a sermon, and come out of church full of a commitment to live according to the message they just heard, but their life doesn't work out that way. Instead their lives are marked by struggle, confusion, distress, failure, and finally they simply accept the reality that life as they know it. It is an appearance, not reality, and the hope they thought it would be.

There are more believers like this than we want to admit. They know the truth, but they can't live the truth. And they are right. They can't live the truth. They simply can't live the truth. Jesus never ex-pected us to live the truth. When He commands us to live His way He doesn't expect us to live the way He commands us on our own. That is imperative. ON OUR OWN! He does expect us to live life His way, but not on our own. We cannot live the Jesus Way on our own. He never expected us to live His way in our own power. The problem is that large numbers are never taught this. Instead they are taught God's truth as if they can live it themselves and must live it on our own and they are failures because they can't. Of course they are failures. How could they be anything else? Everyone who tries to live Christ's way on their own will fail. Failure is inevitable. Such teaching is destructive and shameful. It is false and unjust. It is as shameful as the failure it produces. The problem is they do not teach the truth of what it means to have Jesus as our Shepherd, for Jesus is our Shepherd. You see as our Shepherd is more than our Provider for food and water. You must understand that He provides for us as our Enabler as well, as the One who enables us to live His way. He not only commands to live as He wants us to live. He also empowers us to live the way He lived because He lives it through us. The Good Shepherd takes us to food and strength, but food and strength are never just external realities. In fact they are more internal realities, the God-enabled strength and capacity to do what He wants us to do.

You see, those believers don't realize they are powerless apart from radical desperate dependence on Jesus. Apart from Him they are sheep without the Shepherd day-by-day. Instead they live among wolves who use them up at every turn, waiting for the right time to devour them, destroy them, eat them up, and move on to the next one they can take advantage of.

They think they are living the Christian life, serving the Lord, honoring Him and lifting up His name. Instead they are striving to obey Him and honor Him on their own, as if honoring Him is up to them. They truly don't know what it means to be inside the Door, to enter the fold constantly, to leave the fold on a daily basis and be led in green grass and to bear fruit His way by following Him while radically desperately depend on Him. But along they way they have much to do. They have business to do, conversations to have, wars to fight, struggles to face, relationships to build, service to carry out, gifts to exercise. So much to do. The reality is that no one of us is able to be fruitful on our own. It is not up to us to live the Christian life in our own. We need to pass through the Door, to become radically, desperately dependent on Him in all we do and He will work through us to bear His fruit through us.

What you may well realize is that, if you are one of these people I am describing, you may be following a false shepherd, one of the thieves, and not Jesus. So it is that you must turn from the false shepherd, but where do you go? What I want to do in this blog is to guide you through the Door into the fold of Jesus and then to follow Him constantly according to His word so that your life becomes alive with His fruit as He desires and not be pursuing emptiness with the death of fruitlessness. The evil one deceives so many even as he deceived Eve in Genisis 3, by promising her life only to give her death. You see it is Genesis 3 all over again. That is going on in so many churches in our time. These churches have beautiful buildings, wonderful music, full pews, busy committees, promising Sunday school classes, and fruitless harvests. Nothing could be more futile. Nothing could be less productive. So your life is empty and barren. Who wants to be like you? All you can reproduce is another Cain.

So when you realize that Jesus is The Door you know that you enter into His fold on a daily basis to be in touch with Him, to refresh your relationship with Him, to deepen your knowledge about Him, to grow in your radial desperate dependence on Him, to rest peacefully knowing He is for you and wants you to be close to Him. He will meet you in the fold to be refreshed in your awareness of His presence with Him and to sharpen your awareness of Him in your life. Certainly He will call your attention to sin and help you gain purity on a daily baseness. Then you get rest to get ready for a new day to follow Him and do His will as He desires. There will be new opportunities to serve Him and speak for Him and meet the needs of others and meet your own needs according to your challenges.

By doing this you will find the way to be strong in the Lord and to learn that by going through the Door you will learn to be desperately dependent on Him and that will lead you to abide in Him and to find the amazing ways He enables you to follow Him and be productive, to delight in His presence not only to lead you but to use you to enable you and to make you fruitful to accomplish His purposes. Nothing could be greater.

My hope is to guide you through the Door on a regular basis as you go in it and then out of the fold so you will learn to live His way according to radical desperate dependence on the Lord and to find peace, joy, fellowship, and accountability on a regular basis. I also hope you will find rest and peace on a regular basis as you live in His presence, experience His joy, and have fellowship with Him.

Yes, He is The Door and the One who guides us to His productive pastures, His peaceful fold, and His fresh water as we learn to experience the fulness of His power.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Philippians 4:13